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Monday, March 28th, 2005

Time:10:56 am.
Mood: curious.
hey sorry but can someone send me links to all the places on the internet where there is info and pictures of this year's past 305 fest? this includes community posts, personal journals, message boards, ect. thanks so much!!
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Monday, January 31st, 2005

Time:1:41 pm.
im going to delete this shit, but i dont know how to do it. if someone could please give me some instructions as to how to do this, i would appreciate it.
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004

Subject:YO YO YO YO YO
Time:5:50 pm.
Mood: predatory.
YO where all the cool coffee shops at? where the hotspots in town? whats down and whos down to get down? ive got a riot diet and i need to shake it!

seriously though,
whats the dilly, yo?

wheres my counter-culture peeps
fuckin up shit on the streets?
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Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004

Time:5:30 pm.
listen i know i never enter in this thing anymore and its because im rarely on line, and this thing is boring me more and more. anyway i figure since im on the road someone should know, so how about the internet community? well im in sarasota right now, yesterday i was in tampa, friday ill be in miami. i think im going to record some stuff for a comp im going to be on and also the split 7" with baby richard. feels good to be out of gainesville, maybe ill never come back. shit anyway i dont know what else to write. i got half a year off so if you want me to come visit you let me know! if you want to travel or do something or whatever let me know. ill evaluate my options.
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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004

Subject:hey this is a poem i wrote today
Time:9:15 pm.
I'm half -drunk-on-dreams
and
fiending-for-feeling
.
.
There is never a situation where you will find light refracted through water in the same way, in the same motion
You can't run like it can because you have feet
.
and a mind.
And yet, how can you return the favor in kind?
.
How can you give to that which is the largest percentage of your life?
To that which is both your essence, and the ultimate desire for nothing
.
.
.
Because it already resides
in the heart of the insides
of anything that's worth it,
.
.
.
even Earth and Mars
even Far Off Frozen Stars
.
.
.
It is not a metaphor for God, because God IS everything
.
and Water and Light
like all good Semi-parasites
.
only HELP everything.
Kind of like angels,
except angels don't have souls.
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Thursday, May 6th, 2004

Time:11:31 am.
yeah, so banks suck. but you know what rules? weed.
but you know what sucks? work
but you know what else rules? reggae shack
gainesville is soon to be dead. ive seen it happen before. better get out of town before everyone else does, or resign myself to hot and chill summer. goddamn. ok
so i moved to the otto haus now. i pet dogs.
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004

Subject:LET ME CRAZIE
Time:4:22 am.
Transformer Refuses To Change Back
Into Volkswagen
CYBOTRON—Following an intense battle with Megatron and his evil Decepticons Monday, former robot-in-disguise Bumblebee refused to revert to his natural state as a yellow Volkswagen Beetle. "I hid my existence in this world by taking the form of a vehicle! I revealed my true nature when I was called upon to protect earth!" said Bumblebee, a member of Optimus Prime's heroic Autobots force. "I refuse to change back into a humiliating bubble-shaped compact car!" Bumblebee added that Megatron arrived on earth with one goal: Destruction!
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004

Subject:let me fucking CRAZY!
Time:1:50 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
sunday:

got drunk on wine, then late at night decided to drink some of the absinthe and got crazy fucked up. i walked all the way to the kangaroo by myself at around 4 am and saw the dj at uc on monday nights. i had never really met him before, but i still invited him over to drink absinthe so thats exactly what we did.

monday:

the fist thing i did when i woke up was drink absinthe, then i went to wayward for david's shift and drank a lot more absinthe.
after the shift, this 15 yr old travelling kid asked me to buy him beer. all he had was change and it wasnt even enough so i paid for the rest. when i came out this other traveling kid called me a boujie college student and i told him that i was niether boujie nor in college, and he made fun of my clothes because they werent punk as shit. i told him to fuck off and that i had just paid for the beer he was holding and then started yelling at him really loud "FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU" until he left.
at leonardo's kathleen gave me a super hug.
i had already consumed a good amount of absinthe before we went to uc and i also took some speed. so at uc i had fun and danced a littlbit and shot the shit. then i walked home and talked to david and nicole for a while. after that i
laid in my fucking bed wishing i could sleep, but i couldnt because of that damn pill i took.



tuesday (today):

i was still awake and antsy as shit at 9am so i called kristin and she calmed me down some. i still havent slept or eaten, and i feel very strange but not in a bad way i guess. i think some of the thujon is still in my system. im about to eat some soup and then go back to reading, which is all ive done today. im not scheduled to work all week long but i think im going to add a shift maybe thursay or friday.
anyway i think my experiences in the past few days have made me think about things in a whole new way and i think it would be adequate to say that am a completely and totally different person now.
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Monday, February 9th, 2004

Subject:let me crazy
Time:7:24 pm.
i am now 21 years of age, and im about to go to UC in order to get CRUNK!
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004

Subject:let me crazy
Time:10:03 pm.
http://305fest.tk/
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004

Subject:let me crazy
Time:1:39 am.
Mood: touched.
i just got an email inviting me to play a fest in miami on march 26th and 27th. this is the lineup so far:

Adore Miridia - Miami, Florida
An Albatross -
Beneath Low Flying Planes - Melbourne, Florida
Defiance,Ohio - Colombus, Ohio
The Great Redneck Hope - Colorado Springs, Colorado
iwouldsetmyselfonfireforyou - Athens, Georgia
Jesse Washington - Melbourne, Florida
Kite Flying Society - Orlando, Florida
Kodan Armada - Louisville, Kentucky
Light Fuse and Get Away - Deland, Florida
Modern Day 84- Miami, Florida
Napoleon: Fashion Victim - Miami, Florida
On The Strings Of - Miami, Florida
One Reason - Cleveland, Mississippi
Pygmy - Miami, Florida
Robert Mintz - Miami, Florida
Roma Delenda Est - Baltimore, Maryland
The Sawwheel - Cleveland, Mississippi
Scream When You Burn - Miami, Florida
Stop It!! - Richmond, Virginia
Tunes For Bears To Dance To - Miami, Florida
Tyranny of Shaw - Miami, Florida
Whats Yr Damage - Orlando, Florida



fuck me
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004

Subject:let me crazy
Time:10:28 am.
Mood: hungry.
attention everyone, i have decided that this summer i will be going on a tour around the country with an ameripass. i will be playing music by myself and will carry a distro of both literature and music. i really need some help not just with setting up shows and getting everything together before-hand, but also with the actual tour itself. im a little intimidated about going out alone, but if no one else wants to do it, then i will go out by myself.

so...

im looking for radical positive people to go on a bustour with. the cost of the pass is about 400 dollars, unless you can find some way of getting it for free.

ok well its a ways off right now i know, but im going to have to plan for it real soon.

serisously, i think im going to need help, the idea of doing all this by myself is driving me mad already.


ALSO:

we really need help with the distro so if anyone can help out with anything (making copies, choosing zines, writing emails, tabling, ect.) we would sure appreciate it.

ok im outa here.
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Friday, January 9th, 2004

Subject:LET ME FUCKIN' CRAZY MOTHERFUCKERS!
Time:9:26 pm.
Mood: high.
i just got stoned as fuck and the internet culture is blowing my mind right now.
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Time:9:21 pm.
if you all could understand how much i miss katie right now.
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003

Subject:let me crazy
Time:5:15 pm.
Mood: awake.
so i new year is upon us and the last one ruled! i had so many adventures and i grew so much and i made a whole lot of new friends. im sorry if i dont keep in touch with many of you, i need to get on the fucking ball about that.

im getting super inspired about the distro and the label.

katy comes to gainesville today to party it up ! Yes!

i cant wait to see all my friends who are coming up tonight, we are going to have a good time, just like last year.

to all my friends who are far away:

you are in my heart and i wish you an amazing new year!
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003

Subject:LET ME CRAZY!
Time:5:10 pm.
ok so i know i never update or anything. theres just so much to say and i cant say it all. sorry.

im doing pretty well. i lost my job, but thats ok coz jobs really fucking suck. i suppose i can get another one after christmas.

kristin is finally back from panama and that rules.

things have been crazy around here but fun nontheless. i guess a lot of it has to do with someone who ive been spending time with lately. Katy is sweet and caring and kind. i feel really good when im with her, and i am glad that we have been spending time together. we have decided to be in a monogamous relationship. i feel lucky and blessed to have such an amazing partner.

ok sorry but ive been to busy for lj i guess. stay tuned for sporatic updates.
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Friday, November 28th, 2003

Time:7:34 pm.
http://www.smokedot.org/?op=displaystory;sid=2001/7/2/35918/10894
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Monday, November 24th, 2003

Subject:let me crazy!
Time:5:58 pm.
http://www.yhchang.com/CUNNILINGUS_IN_NORTH_KOREA.html
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Subject:let me crazy
Time:10:04 am.
i think im going to start eating a raw foods diet. if i start doing that and i dont stop smoking, someone needs to fucking kill me.
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Monday, November 17th, 2003

Subject:let me crazy
Time:1:09 pm.
oh my goodness ive got so many projects.

me and lauren are starting a distro called:

WANNA DISTRO? WANNA SEE ME DISTRO!

and me and josh are starting a record label, we dont have a name for it yet.

me and kathleen have already started a band and recorded an album. our band's name is:

THE WHAT THE FUCK

ive already recorded my side of the noise split me and josh and mookie are doing. my side is called:

THE RIVER ROSES

similar in name but different in medium is is the comic that im working on entitled:

ROSES


ok so ive got a lot of work to do, not to mention fixing stuff up around the house, house meetings, dog eat dog, transformers, and reading zines like a mad-person.

ok now, i'll ask you kindly:

GET OUTTA MY POCKET!












(peppersteak)
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